The Person I Want To Be.

So I’m sitting here listening to Fix You by Coldplay, in my room on a normal Monday, trying to learn for my pending Math SA (test), when I started thinking about the kind of person I want to be, and I realised I want to be what I am right now. Despite everything I turned out to be a pretty decent person. I want to be nice and do nice things for other people. I want to be able to let go of anger towards others who wronged me and I want to be able to forgive; others and myself. I want to do what I want. Sure there may be times when I doubt myself and my decisions, when I’m scared of making a choice, a change, for it may turn my entire world upside down, but I want to be able to forge ahead despite the fear of change. I want to live up to my own expectations and standards and not to those, set by others. I don’t want to be normal. I want to be different. I want to make a change, no matter how small or inconsequential it might seen. And above all, I want to be happy.

Lustenau 2014.