The Beauty In The Cluelessness Of Youth.

(Photo Credits: endlosen
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There is something amazing about disconnecting from the world.
I know, I'm not disconnected. I'm still writing this blog and I'm still posting on Instagram.
And I still use Snapchat. Kind-off.
But I'm still disconnected.
Yesterday, I spoke to someone I hadn't spoken to in a while.
You know what?
It felt good.
And then I spoke to Pree. Speaking to her just cleared my mind.
I haven't been this clear-headed in a hot minute now. Maybe it's the writing. Maybe it's the disconnecting.
Maybe, just maybe, it's the fact that I've realised that somethings in life just happen that once. I have to learn to accept it.
Some things and some people are just exceptions, that turn your world upside down. You won't come across them all that often in life, but when you do, you'll know it. You will know, without a doubt, that they..that they are here to change your life.

My problem is that I refuse to believe that I can't or rather won't find someone like that again.
The first time around, I had accepted the fact, that I'd never feel like that again.
But you see, the thing is, I did. I did feel again. I felt and it felt as if every bone in my body was alive.
For once I felt as if this could work out again.

As if the only reason I didn't have an umbrella to protect me in the rain, was so that someone could show me the beauty in getting drenched. Not alone, but rather along with someone else. Satisfied knowing that although I had no idea where I was going, the person along with me, was just as clueless. Because there is a certain beauty in the cluelessness of youth.

                                                                                    (Photo Credits: endlosen
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