NEW GIRL.

NEW GIRL.

One of the most important things in life is being at peace with yourself. I would've never known that I would turn out to be who I am today. And I have to say, I am pretty damn proud of who I am today.
I know that I won't always be this person and that change in inevitable but you know what I no longer am afraid of it. Just a few months back I felt so lost and I thought that, when I lost my best friend, Anay with whom I was in love with, I felt as if I lost myself too. I no longer knew who I was and what I wanted to be. I guess it was especially hard because I liked the person I was then because I worked hard to be that person, someone I was proud to be. So it was just hard to feel as if everything I had worked towards was just slipping from me and that I no longer cared. I still don't know when exactly I stopped being that girl who was hurting to this girl writing this post.

Who would've imagined five years ago when I'd literally choke up even at the thought of sharing something that really mattered to me with someone, that I'd be writing all this on a blog with a huge possibility that people I know may actually read it. So even right now, sitting in my dark room, past midnight, it is just astonishing as to how much can change in such a little time.