A Mental And An Emotional Drain.

After months of me wishing that I hadn't deleted his number, "A" messaged me.
Now that he has, I don't know what to do about it.
I know, I want to meet him, but what after that?

What did I do after seeing his message, you ask?
I replied to him and then I deactivated WhatsApp from my phone.

I had already decided on deactivating it before I even switched to my Austrian number and saw his message.

A part of me did want to wait for his reply, albeit a very teeny tiny part of me.
Honestly, I'm done waiting. I've wanted to deactivate my account for a few weeks now, well ever since the last time I deactivated it. It's just that there was always someone or something I was waiting for.
Truth be told, I should just permanently sign off WhatsApp, because I cannot for the life of me concentrate on writing, when I do use it.
I start writing but I just can't seem to be able to finish what I've started writing.

For example, do you know that I have almost five to six half written posts just lying around that I cannot seem to finish writing?

Apart from that, did you know that I can manage to get sucked into everyones emotions whirlwind.
I don't mind it, but what am I supposed to do if the person doesn't want to talk to me about it?

How do you expect me to help you if you don't tell me what the problem is?

It might sound horrible, but don't such people just drain you- mentally and emotionally?